Wanted

There is something to be said about being wanted. Everyone needs to be wanted; despite what some may say about not having feelings or emotions, if another makes you feel wanted, you better hold on to that person. There is something about a hand holding yours, that gives you security and confidence. However, take that hand away, and you cannot help but feel. You feel slighted. You feel embarrassed. You feel alone. You feel ashamed. You feel as though you are not wanted. I wager that one of the best feelings to be felt is to feel as though you are wanted. To feel like he wants to wrap you up. To feel as though he wants to kiss you. To feel as though he wants to call you his own. To feel as though he wants to hold your hand forever. To feel wanted.

It's hard to separate though. The ideal is being able to have privacy, confidence and trust in each other. Just each other--without the scrutiny of any other person. I want the ideal. But then again, I want to feel wanted. No, wait, I want the ideal. Changed my mind, I want to feel wanted. Wait, no, yes, no. Nevermind, I don't know. That's my answer: I don't know.

But I do know I want to make you happy. I do know that no matter what I feel in a passing moment, I know that I consistently feel happy with you. I may not know what I want some of the time, but I do know that I want to be with you all of the time. You make me feel wanted.